I ish bored, so you must read my poetry

[Amaranth]

Fade to Black

you're holding my hand
(so tight it almost hurts)
and now i see, but time
(that hourglass empty of sand)
is running out.
(only a moment left)
now i am focused
(no life left for doubt)
i gave it all to you
(everything and more)
for a moment, it all
(could it possibly be true?)
is worth it. and i
(it's all going now)
just wanted you to know
(i've cried all i can cry)
that if i could go back
(can't do it over, no, but)
i'd do it all again, for you.
(goodbye, i fade to black)



Happy Now

i love you now (it's forever)
i'm (loving) loyal but i can't
(please don't leave me) follow
i'll die for you (gladly) willingly (here i go)
i'm tied to you by a string (of pain) so strong
nothing can break it (tear it like you tore me)
(you're not happy, let me) save (you) me
quickly (to love you) i must leave
you'll stop me (how i hurt)
from saving (you) myself
i want to (have to die to) live (for you)
don't (miss me) worry i'll (never) be back
please (don't follow) go on ahead (alone)
she'll be (your comfort, your love)
here soon (you don't need me she'll replace)
everything i am (you'll be happy) wants this
(for you, always for you) as i fade to black
i see you cry (those tears can't be for me)
but i know (it's better this way)
you'll be happy now

[Fear]

well...other than being very depressing...I like it, its very original and captivating

[Amaranth]

Thank you. -grins like a complete maniac- Yes, depressing I am, depressing it is. -hums a happy little tune-
I'm so weird, people think I'm sad when I'm happy and happy when I'm depressed, 'cause I sing Evanescence when I'm happy and happy songs when I'm sad. Isn't life wonderful?
-hums a happy song, then blinks and abruptly switches to "My Last Breath"-

[Uni]

I do that too...but people know I'm crazy so they don't comment.

[Amaranth]

Yep! -dances, singing "Haunted" loudly-
After a moment...
-switches to "Everybody's Fool," sings a bit, then sniffles and sings happy song-

[Amaranth]

Anyway, the idea behind these is that the stuff that isn't in parenthesis is what the speaker says, and the parenthesized stuff is the thoughts (said in a whisper). Yep! -dances some more-

[Fear]

I draw swords and other weapons all the time, people think I'm violent and crazy(except jeni, she appreciates my art ;D), i'm not, I'm just really good at drawing weapons

[Amaranth]

Or maybe you're wacko... then again...

THIS IS ME...

yeah.

[Fear]

nope, I'm fairly sure i'm mentally stable...although i do enjoy fictional violence a bit more thean the average person*evil grin*

[Jeni]

Are you SURE about that? Hahaha....

[Jeni]

Very nice poetry by the way, I really like it, even though it's quite depressing.

[Uni]

Maranth's good at depressing...

[Jeni]

I've noticed ^_^

[Amaranth]

Silence, fools...

[Jeni]

That was more of a compliment....